it`s july, well, it`s been july for about a week now. in just a short period of time this month has proven to be both exciting, and deplorable.. i regret my 'negative nancy' attitude that has loomed over me, no matter how hard i tried to cover it. i don`t hate, don`t despise... nor do i regret the experiences; that`s all i wanted to know. never too old to learn new things, to learn from what has happened and to make things better for ones self and others. though there may have to be a certain degree of repair that needs to take place.. time will tell. a label can not define how a person feels.